new blog opened..

http://serenny.blogspot.com/
my new blog...linked me wor!!!!

so amazing....

changed my blog webbie le...but still not updated nor open....stay tuned!!!will be back to write my new blog add!!!

work hard & jiayou!

have 2 days of orientation but not so focused on study yet cos our txtbk is bought by form teacher,ms quek, by this week...not too bad. i have 1 friend that i know when i was finding out my class...my class is OR..knew quite a no of ppl already but not all coz only 2 day..we have more gals then guys too...i know some of the ppl in our class which are from the same sec school but diff class de...yesterday we play games like do u likes ur neighbour,blow wind blow & squirrel hunter...fun & funny... luckily i was okie with the games coz i always hate to do forfeit. today have police talk & play amazing race under the big blazing sun...seem that our modules is quite difficult but must jiayou.....next week then full stream into studies..between still have not received ez-link card...sianx..still have to wait till next week.we have lesson atarting at 8 or 9...if lesson start at 8, i have to go at 6.15...oh! my god!ZZZZzzzzz

i received letter saying that my appeal is not SUCESSFUL again...only route is ite nitec courses! super duper sad! school starting in bout 1 day time! wish it will be a gd day & i can find the location within a short time & correctly!

my holiday in kluang,malaysia

there was no human jam at all..haha. lucky. but the bus got stuck in the middle of the road going to woodland custom & thus have to wait. i got a lift from my 3rd aunt's husband to be able to come home today! no jam Butbecos of the M.S, the police are still checking thoroughly, thus there was a bit delay...felt happy during this almost 1 week holiday but i did not manage to buy a bag..however i do my hair & make spec & buy shoes needed for school.Sooooo happy that i have stay there for a week. have supper almost every nights...shop here & there..buy this & that.. have fun with cousin smaller than me coz i am the eldest cousin in the whole family...responsibility is BIG! shall not talk any more, pics that i took...not well taken but at least i make an effort to take down the pics coz i only started taking pics this year.my spec,my cousin,my hp pouch.

a short note:my hair is done for ringgit 90...straightening+cutting....spec is rm 180...worth it.

watchin D.I.E nowadays...think that ma guo ming is shuai...so my desktop background is all him...haha..lolz.tmr will be going to m'sia.very happy!but my $$$$.do my hair,buy a bag for school,make spec & buy scool shoes....OMG! wat a lots of things to do....pray hard that there will not be a human & traffic jam tmr...will be going back with my second aunt.

today meet pl & yt at post office to pay the retaking of 'o' fees.!!! $224 gone just like that.heart pain...getting poorer...yeah! going to malaysia on sat, originally today but my mum dun know wat said not safe for me cos i am the only female inside then bla,bla bla...in the end cannot go back...Sianx! anyway eat ljs for lunch ... the promotion de...meal 2...nice.nice.

today go out with xy to far east...but the plaza is like not all opened de...sian...quite happy today...but still bit sad...

today went out with pl,xy & yt..we went to chinatown 1st cos pl have to hand in timesheet,follow by bugis,then to city hall then to tiong bahru.we have the choco dipz at ya kun...our dinner is at xin wang hk cafe.i did not see the hp deco tat i want.haha...so i did not buy anything but spend my $$$ on food. only take pic with xy today.see a lot of things but did not buy..cos my $$$ will be spend in m'sia.. which i will be going on probably thurs,fri or sat....



xy & me...

yay!!yipee!!!dun need work le..can let my leg rest for days le....my poor leg..tmr shopping...long time never go le....but won't buy so many things...Zzzz..so sleepy now...

conversation between me & my mum when i tell her i want to buy psp

me: 我可以买psp吗？
mum:你有很紧张要买吗？
me:。。。。。。。
mum:下个星期才说。
me:我从二月讲到现在呢！哪里急喔！(os)
OMG! i buy using my $$$...then u say i nervous...wait for 2 month call nervous...if i am nervous, i will buy after i tell u, isn't it?

today is the 29th,still got 2 more days to go..but pl gd...sat dun need work le.
going out on tuesday!feel sleepy at work....

still waitin for the last higher nitec appeal result...wai till my neck want to broke liao still have not received...i appeal for 2, 1 is not sucessful! friends encourage me & i still have hope...

after seeing 1 friend's blog, i think 1 should be positive & i know that this kind of matter can be irritating at times...but worth it if the ite application is sucessful...just wanna tell you that dun give up & go to private,govt school is better....i am also poor...the high standard of living fees is enough to eat me...i hope that u will read my blog & ....


i am still waitin & i know i may still have to wait till end of april b4 knowing...this is how long i have to wait..i want to take it step by step this time after all the trouble faced in secondary's life....sec 4 drop to na, sec 3 being accused(over already & solved peacefully), sec 5..taking 'o' lvl & just becos of my math, i could not go poly...only option:ite...appeal for higher nitec...1 unsucessful, 1 still have to wait!!!

but i still have happy memories in secondary's life...all my friends that have brought me joy etc..help me alot & the teachers who cared alot...
like the insanity four,yt,sk,yl,D.k,hs...etc teacher like mdm c,mr n,ms a,ms w,miss c, etc etc...a lot of them...great to have ur accompany thru my sec life & encouragement till now...

life is tough yet have other things to complement it...dun know why am i so emo now...fancy me writing these at this point of time! don't know wat comes over me...i think this is the longest blog entry i have ever write but this is how i really feel at this point of time & still constantly nagged by my parents!!!

Unbelieveable

i saw D.K & P.L.L when i was as bugis junction going to NBC for work. but when i saw them, my face was in a shock!!!!& in unbelieveable looks...wow...so pretty & handsome...but cannot see them any longer cos still have rush for work, IF NOT I WILL BE LATE but still feel excited now!!!
my off day...can slept more than 10hrs le...haha!!! yeah!
on a random note, i am afraid that i cannot adapt to ite's life...whenever i pass by dover & think about result...coz i am not able to go poly....WHY CAN'T THIS MATTER STOP DISTURBING ME???!!!so irritating..
going out on 1st april...hope they agree to go out...

still have not tell my mum that i want to buy psp on thursday. feel so sleepy...handling customer...ZZzzzzz....want to sleep...still got 6 more days to free...off on thursday as well...work till monday..poor thing....SLEEP i need you...going out on 1st april...
PSP.....i want it badly...wait for 1 month le...hope my mum will approve me buying now...Pray Hard.

changed my blogskin again....don't know how many time..still finding 1 that suits me.my off day is doing nothing at home & watching variety shows & drama that i miss...but drama ...dun know to watch which cos have many choice.pls recommend me....so many choice...still got 10 more day to freedom le....haha...need to go back to m'sia to do a lots of things like buying bag etc...my hair also....buy psp next week???!!

i have register for the retaking of some subject. have to start revising in april. MUST work hard! still working..off on thursday...finally can sleep till at least 10 in the morning.will be at home doing nothing....i appealed for 2 subject but i got reply from 1 of it...i wonder i appeal for 2 diff course,is it course by course or wat...

just tired

been busy working thus i am tired & sleepy & just now when i walk to take air-controller...i felt dizziness....will be tendering my resignation letter but working till 31st march.looking for 4 person to go out on 1st april...that will be later issue(talk later)..been having fun these few day at work laughing till stomach cramp coz of the jokes that my colleague/friends make.
yesterday, mr N sms me & ask me how is my appealing thingy going on...& i reply that i am going ite b4 to poly...but i never said that i am still waitin for the REPLY OF HIGHER NITEC IN BUSINESS STUDIES(ADMIN),it's been quite long & i am still hoping that i have the chance of getting in even though i have already bought my uniform!!! he just said encouraging words/sentence...& while i was just standing in the mrt, i recap this thingy & felt that my result will still make me cry!! i think it is one of the biggest impact & setback that i have faced & i need a longer time to get over it. I don't know why, even when i am writin it now, i had the urge to cry. although it's over & quite long & life had to carry on...but to me....haix...dun want to talk anymore....just tired....

everything was okie today!!!today go quite smoothly...work..etc..just that i was forced to wake up early to bring my sis to bus-stop. off again on the 12/3...haha...work 1 day then off again..lolz.

i go to the it show le.psp original version with memory card is $$350+++....modified version is ++$40+++....modified is more value-added...i still prefer rose pink to lavender purple.... after seeing it. after 2 week of rest + mummy nagging, i will be back to work on tuesday but resting on 12th...wed...because ot is not worth it for me...will have freedom on april....but will take up weekend job de(don't know when)...just feel that waiting is a tiring process & i totally hate waiting..i appealed for 2 courses in clementi campus but till now i only got back reply from 1 of the courses.SO I AM STILL WAITING BUT SCHOOL START on 14/4/08!!! I WANT TO GET REPLY SOONER!! SO THAT I KNOW WHETHER IT'S A YES OR A NO this is my personal opinion & how i feel! Pls do not take it as a offend or something!

i went to simei ite to register today....my course duration is 1 yrs if i am not wrong. i also bought my uniform today.....starting school on 14 april....wondering whether to go it show later??? should go bah..to look at the psp price then can decide le.....my psp....i like rose pink but my sis said lavender purple more beautiful......which colour should i decide on?????tired...cos have to bath then need to go it show le....

F4, the idol that i like 1st...

i still remember i like f4....& the 1 i like most in it is jerry. this time they have new album le....
some video by them::

在这里等你


F4 - 體驗Goodbye
luv them foreva....

i have watch finished my girl, a korean drama. i think it is nice to watch. it is about how a girl said lies since young becos of hard life & how she likes $$$ a lot, but in the process she met a lot of setback & had found her true love but cannot be tgt.then.......pls watch the drama if you want to know what i am saying.
i think i am addicted to the drama songs & hence changed my blog song!
i have been watching shows & munching biscuit for my breakfast & lunch...imagined eating Mac for dinner last night! even though it's best not to touch fried food but no 1 bought any noodle souop for me & i ended up eating biscuit for my breakfast & lunch!!!!! totally hate biscuits now....
will be watchin tree of heaven for now!!! xy recommend long time ago de & now have time to watch le..haha...now is march le,school gonna start in april soon le...i have to prepare in april....

will be watchin shows & playing games for this 2 week & to tidy up my clothes again!
at home is fun but not when you get nagged!

new blog song

背影
斗牛要不要插曲
歌手：林宥嘉

三公分阳光 三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情
剩下只有脚印

一直向前走 走不完距离
一直向后 退不出回忆
很高兴有心事
帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光 蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以
住进你的眼睛
所以才能 拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾
用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以
拥抱你的背影
所以才能 变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看
不用珍惜

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事 蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

感谢我不可以
住进你的眼睛
所以才能 拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾
用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以
拥抱你的背影
所以才能 变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看
不用珍惜

感谢我不可以
拥抱你的背影
所以才能 变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 如果你回头看
不用在意

how unlucky could i be

1st it was my 2nd sis who pass to the youngest, then the youngest pass it to me. how 'lucky' to have chicken pox now & it was like having consistent fever starting from the day having diarhhoea & fever!! everyday have to eat 2 paracetamol...& now i have to go eat medicine le!!!!!
can watch show i want le....cos chicken pox! 2 week!!!!MC!!!!but bearing the itch & everything!!!!not worth it...
watching 我的女孩,korean drama!

have diarrhoea & fever today! think it is because of the sushi that i ate last night! stomach is still in pain now! so tired & sian to be sick! meet christ & hy when i was waiting to see doctor. have a chat for a while. doctor just give me 3 kind of medicine to eat, fever,diarrhoea & stomach cramp de!

IT'S IS NOT A CRIME TO NOT GO GOR WORK WHEN I AM SICK! COS IT'S TIRING TO BE SICK! PLS BE CONSIDERATE!COS MY MUM WAS LIKE,ARG! YOU NEVER GO FOR WORK?! MY HEART WILL LIKE I AM SICK YET U STILL WANT ME TO GO TO WORK TO PASS THE VIRUS? SHOULD REST AT HOME WHEN WE ARE SICK!

my 51th post

this is the 51th post. sad to said,some1 called me today to said that my appeal for HPPO is unsucessful! i am waiting for higher nitec in business studies(admin) to reply. i hope that i will be admitted to it! feeling quite down today when i hear the news! like many ppl said to me, what happened had already happened, just move on. it's true! but i just sort of want to tell ppl to make myself feel better! tat's all! thanks to all the ppl whom i have vet it out to. thanks for listening & giving the advice although i harp on it often nowadays..apologize if inconvenience is cause!really grateful.today i bought 1 jeans & paid only $3....insanity-4 will know why i only pay $3...

Tired! tired

work from 11 till 10.i still have to do day end.i still have to stand 35mins in mrt. still have to walk 10min to reach home.my feet is damn tired nowadays! while the posting result are out for ppl going to poly/jc/pre-u....& i still have to wait a long time b4 knowing whether my appeal for higher nitec is sucessful! that is a torture to me. firstly when i get my result, my hearts already hurts a lots. then the appealing came in, & i apply for 4 day unpaid leave to appeal & search for info.secondly, my posting result for nitec is out & in simei campus, travelling time is more than 1 hrs by mrt. thirdly, i email to the t & their reply is i have to wait till 30 april...my reult already torture me a lot by making me feel heart pain le. yet i still have to wait a long time.& a starnge environment, i don't even know the shoes for ite is white shoes or sport shoes.

getting my posting result

today is the day i get my posting result for nitec courses, for the higher nitec...it will be a later date...i get posted to the simei campus that is in the east....near to expo mrt!!!! so far....but it's my 1st choice....& i get in! & i have to go in to study before knowing whether i can go to higher nitec le....if i can, i want to go!!!! that is a must...competition ARE KEEN!!!! i WANT tO GO POLY no matter wat!!!


change my blogskin.....& added new song....like all the songs.....hear in wqyl....but i have already earlier....now almost must listen to the song everyday coz nice....

happie new year

happie new year everyone!! no time to blog, thus here i am today....coz no one to fight with me...my 2nd sister was the 1st 1 to have chicken pox,my youngest is the 2nd 1 spread by the 2nd.....now now i am the last who still have not got it....thus...now is not the time to fret coz it's CNY...can eat a lot of CNY goodies..& of coz that is the pineapple tart coz it is the 1 tat i will eat the most when i am in my grandma's house in m'sia..so great to have relative in m'sia...haha

on the first day:
went to grandpa house, 五姨婆，三姨婆的家。then went back to grandfather house in m'sia in the evening. reached there is like around 8plus le.then eat dinner in house...
2nd day:
went to other relative house ....get red packets..other relative also came to grandmother house ....we also have a family reunion at a restaurant called 津津...most imptly we have shark fin....wahaha....like it so much!!!
third day:
realtive came to our house...have steamboat at home....yummy yum yum.....shark fin again cooked by my dad.....dinner time....then went shopping at bcb & the kluang parade...GIANT,Guardian in kluang(1 of the state in johor)....also celebrate my birthday & my dad birthday in GM house....mine is ice-cream de, dad is cream de...but no take photos cos lazy.....between yesterday & today, i ate a lot of shark fin's soup becos of leftover last night..i even eat half of the pineapple tarts in my GM house.....become fatter le bah, i think....

i also went for morning tea yesterday & today!!!! it's great!!! just like going to m'sia....my GM house alot!!!

by the way, i want to buy psp slim cos it's better to play!!!after i get feb salary...tat is next month!!!
end here!!!! cos it is the longest post i ever post.....

birthday

i am 18 today....don't have the feeling of having birthday today...coz i am spending my birthday working till very tired, so no feeling of having birthday....no cake & nothing from my family....but thank ly & 2nd & 4th aunt for giving me present & wishes...& others who give me wishes too....like my colleague etc....

been working for the past few day!!! feelin tired, so have not been online....everyday feel like sleeping & 1 of my eye is red after waking up for the past 2 day....today went to bought a bag at bugis BHG.....my sister & mum also came to look for me.....then i bought a bag!!! & a pair of shoes.....mummy is sort of angry with me for wearing tat so called lousy slipper(she called it).....thus she buy 4 me shoes that cost $9.90.....& it's much better than the slipper...

choose not to appeal to poly but higher nitec....then work hard to achieve my goals....my nitec courses are quite similar in the sense that i put business course as my first few choice....F&B as next....then is BIT....tmr starting work....few day did not go back...wonder how the atmosphere will be like....cos i apply urgent leave....hope the ambience will be okie....after seeing i-weekly....i was like omg....tis yrs luck is down....must go & pray hard.....i need luck this year....
for my CNY,now is 万事具备，只欠东风了. i need to buy 1 more dress & iron the 4 pieces & i'm done with my CNY shoppin....wonder how this yr CNY will be like....my mood will be down till next week bah....过渡期...for those who have not buy CNY clothings,faster buy.....working ppl...jiayou too...may luck be with u & me....& go smoothly too...

taking my result is like riding a roller coaster,imagine u get 4 gd result but the 2 bad result does not allow u to get into poly....it's like u went up high and come down fast...applying to ite & appealing for higher nitec is what i am doing now....i don't know what lie ahead but i know my goals & will try my very best to go poly through longer route.........

everytime when i am free, i will think about my result....& i will think about my math & eng & the result is i feel like crying....but i am always telling myself there is a way out...therefore i will go 4 higher nitec course or nitec course to study & retake my eng & math at the same time....this time with my friends' help, i must pass my math & get a c6 or b4 for eng.....strive hard & get what i want....poly cannot accept me....my dad kept on emphasising that i am an ite le de....it's whether nitec or higher nitec.....in business of course....thanks pl & christ & friends for their comforting & etc....really thank...means a lot to me....& i need it....

my mum is still okie....but both said that it's becos of me not working hard enough & facing the comp & tv....not practising math qn enough....tat's why...emphasising that if math pass, everything will be okie....

'o' lvl result are out...my result are as follow, A2 for chinese & food and nutrition,B3 for combined humanities & science, D7 for english & E8 FOR MATHS because of math, i cannot go into poly....appealing here & there now...i must have scared many of ur bah....1st breakout....really cannot accept the facts but now is accepting it slowly.....either go to poly or studying higher nitec then to poly....if not last resort then retake my eng & math 1st....but if i can go to poly or higher nitec,,,,i will retake my eng & math as wat fiona had told me....useful in future...really work hard but the result does not show it....BAD day.....wish ur all the best on ur poly's life...

just feel that it is nice...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sl4WN-aOWDY

this is my 40th post le...& here i am at this time blogging....feel quite out of the world as i am working,working & working.work from 10till 10....wake up at 7++,go out at 8+++nearing 9...reached home at 11++ with my super duper tiring leg & growling stomach...dun know what is happening outside & not be onlining for 4 day le bah...tooo tired...& when i come back & want to use, my sis will be using..result outta soon le,so scared & nervous....have quite a lot of fun with my colleague at there...but i was careless here & there sometimes & i cant afford to make mistake de lor during cashiering(of coz).

omg!!! heard from pl ler...somemore i s premonition de...cos when i go into store to put back clothes, i heard my phone ringing....thus i think the reason for it to ring....'o' lvl result release...the date...feeling quite worried for it now...Sooo tired, finally my rest day for tml!!! work from 10 till 10...need a break....uniform,name tag,school pin,shoes & sock had to prepare le....hope the result is what i EXPECTED seriously...playing O2 jam nowadays even when i had not played audition 4 a long time....

work until very tired as i work from 10 till 10....lack of sleep...CNY is comin..RESULTS releasing SOON...biirthday is less than a month & quite near to REsult RELeasing...so tired & i hate this sentence as it nearly make me late today but i ask a gurl to help me....the sentence is :the train at platform .. is not for passenger service, PLS DO NOT BOARD!!! i go out at a time where i will not be late....as travelled from boon lay to bugis need 35mins i am saving as i tink i had splurge a lot recently...somemore i need to get a lot of things done by this thursday like buying shoes,初一的衣服,wallet & nail polish + top coat + the removal...nail polish $2,$2,$2....goin crazy...will be going to sleep soon after watching bull fighting....

yesterday went shopping with pl & xy...then at night, ly & yt join us.... dinner at hawker centre...went to vivo & to bugis i buy a bag which i like very much as i keep looking at it & found it nice...pic up the next time...feel tired as i need to wake up early at around 7plus...i need my Zzzz always after seeing nette's blog, will agree with wat she write....i am quite blurred today...today is quite relaxing...got my fahrenheit album from xy le....haha....pic the next time too...after i had taken it...nitez....going to watch shows....between tell me whether the 1st song is nice a not...

haix!!! my work time startin from tmr is 10 to 10..OMG!!!! my sleep...but neveermind coz have $$$ to earn...now know the $$$ is not easy to learn but 100% confirm is that i must get into poly & graduate with a diploma...work & work....my speed is still slow....must be faster,...haix...i am always the 1 standing up to let old ppl sit instead of others??? i done a gd thing but my legs hurts a lot...other ppl,...they are like buttock stuck to their seat & cannot stand up!!! so infuriating...

haix!!!! just found it irritating.but write what i do...wake up at 8.30....eat..bath...go work...10.20pm home sweet home....wait for train till 10.29....hoping that there won't be too much 外劳 from B/F but in the end, it's still the same. somemore the train is like crowded...then behind me is like have 2....then don't know as if they cannot move or what.. must stand so close for wat....they cannot move inside like tat....sianx don't know what is the problem with them...just feel irritated....every week is the same thing de...somemore my strength is finishing.....with the standing....i need a bit more space to stand & they are like squeezing....use public transport is gd...but consider squeezing till becoming roti prata...somemore i travelled from BL to BUGIS!!! but this is 1 matter...i also hate smokers & the smell from B/F. don't know what is B/F, ask me....i do not want to get lung cancer by being a second hand smoker esp when the person is smokin cigar, the smell is super duper smelly de!!!! just hate it...they like to get lung cancer does not mean that we like to....i like fresh air...& when i breathe in,,i need air not the cigarette smoke....pls be considerate just vetting it out between happy about the shopping trips on thursday with pl & xy...waiting...still got 3 more days...




fahrenheit in show of kang xi lai le....

new year - 2008

happie new year!!!1 year had passed, a new chapt beginning....went with pl,xy & ly to marina square for the countdown...fireworks, so beautiful....ambience was very high....pics & video will be up.

caution: blurred unclear.... not well taken...























more will be uploaded another day cos i am just a human being....& i finished writing & uploading at 1.05am even though it's not that late & i have to work tmr!!if cannot see..tag me & let me know..thank you...

i saw this mv & think it is quite nice...sing by 容祖兒...



this will be my temporary blogskin while i find 1 that suit me & can be used long terms....good nitez everyone.